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  1. Joe, respectfully, but you never had a real shit shitty breaks. You don't know what it is. I understand where are you coming from and what are you trying to say, and to that extend I agree with you. But threre are situations you can't hassle your way out of. With no amount of fuel, passion, dedication, focus, hard work and creativity. You just can't.

  3. The I can't catch a break BS stops now! I NEED to get up and WORK towards my goals. I want to be a software developer making 100k+ and I'm not going to get there if I keep repeating those words. It's out of my vocabulary I'm not going to say it anymore. Playing the victim hurts you and others around you. One thing i'm struggling with is being broke while attending college that's when I thought to myself Uber Eats and Door Dash exist for a reason even though I don't want to work delivering food I AM GOING TO DO IT because I still need to survive and it's income that's allowing me to get by while I study and focus on my goals.

  5. Dude I was blindly loyal to my father and he completely fuxked me.
    I worked for his construction company for 12 years. After putting myself through college . He convinced me to come work with him and over 12 years I climbed the ladder from grunt to foreman. Working on the road away from home for months at a time.
    I found out later I was the lowest paid person on the crew. As the foreman. Working 80 hours a week plus paperwork at home and only having ½ a day off on Sunday.
    I didn't "save" up a bunch of money I took the $1200 a week I made (sounds like a lot but it's less than $20 an hour)
    And I invested into things I learned about in college.

    I used my youth and connections all over the country to find local drug dealers in shit hole towns with no access to variety and the. I would home to northern California where drugs are not only readily available they are fuxking potent.
    I used a ups account of a family members store to pre pay for packages so when they were scanned it would say "professionally packed" which saved me. Shit ton of money shipping and helped avoid inspections
    By year 9 I was making about $3600 a week only $1200 of that coming from work.

    I never bought anything to show for it. Because I never had time to enjoy anything.

    I just kept investing in crypto and other things.

    December 21st 2018 the day after my 28th birthday I was supposed to have already been home. My girlfriend of 5 years had been expecting me and I was going to stop in LA and pick up a custom made $6,000 engagement ring I had paid my cousin who worked as a broker in the business to design for my girlfriend.

    I was going to show up the day before my birthday and tell her what I wanted for my birthday was to stop traveling for work and go find where the rest of our lives are hiding. Plane tickets and a proposal.

    Instead my father (who knew my plan) let half the crews go home but forced me to stay with my crew to do "extra" work he needed done on some job that we were way over doing whT our job was.

    So I spent that entire night fighting with my gf. and the next morning I asked one of my guys to drive since I only had 2 hours of sleep. We were going out for essentially 2 hours worth of work that 2 guys could do. And then we could load up and go home.

    I never made it to the jobsite. A method head truck driver with no license or citizenship blue through a yielded green light turning left at full speed and hitting my truck head on.

    I was ejected through the windshield. Seatbelt and seat still attached

    I spent 2 weeks fighting for my life and being med flighted from hospital to hospital.

    Then I spent the next 17 months helping then learning to walk again.

    I suffered nerve damage. Ptsd. Had to have all my teeth removed. I could write a full page of injuries.

    My dad never paid me another paycheck after that Friday. He lied to me about my benefits aND I had no hoursogged up and couldn't get disability.

    Later I found out he had opened my workman's comp. LIm and waS getting the payments sent to him.

    The guy is a fucking multi millionaire.

    I sold all my crypto and burned through 450k of my life savings in 2 years.

    Fast forward to today. My dad's in prison for being a piece of shit. I spent every dollar I had trying to save everything of my dad's from going under.

    My gf never became my fiance. She nursed me back to health and when I did t leave my family like I promised she stole the last 23k I had and went on. Camping trip with 5 of my best friends
    Where she fucked 1 that I know of . In fact the guy was someone who two years earlier had apologized for sleeping with my highschool girlfriend a decade earlier. She was present for that conversation.

    I went to sell one of my dad's properties to get my money back and it turns out there's a federal lein on everything he owns. For 1.2 million

    Now I live alone. I have no money and I'm desperately trying to get off of opiates.

    I already quit cocaine and Xanax and drinking but the pain pills have been N issue since the accident. They had me on 180mg of pxy a day and one day I was dropped to 10mg a day.

    The withdrawals were so bad I tried to beg my dD for help and he told me to just tough it out. He said "just stop with the addiction and the ltsd bullshit you sound like a whiny little bitch"

    I have a bunch of rescue animals that I let my gg bring home over time and when she left I wouldn't let her the them because digs can't live in. Fucking apartment. They need room to be dogs. And she never remembered to feed the rabbit so I kept him too.

    Her niece was living with us because she had no where to go. And even though I was young I took her in anyways. And she moved out 5 months before my ex left.

    I still have her room set up the way me and her put it together. And I still keep her little cowgirl boots by the door. With her gloves and flannel jacket. She loved going to work on stuff with me.

    After my ex left her family said it would be in appropriate for her (my) niece to be in a house alone with me. The implications of what they were saying made me homicidal.

    I could work my ass off and build up another fortune. I'm smart enough and skilled enough.

    But I'm just too fucking tired. I just had all my teeth removed because I caused pressure cracks in all of them when I was going through withdrawal.

    My mouth got infected and it almost killed me. I was rushed into an emergency dentist where they removed 21 teeth and did 4 bone grafts.

    It was the worst pain of my life. And that was 2 weeks ago. I still can't eat solid foods and I'm so hungry all the time.

    I don't think I'm suicidal but the idea becomes more and more attractive as time goes on. It's not that I want to kill myself. I just can't stand the thought of living g in this world another day.

    The point of this. . . . . .so.etimes you really can't catch a break

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