thanks alot for the way you are chatting so openly about having the thoughts ,I also find some sort of comfort from suicidal thoughts and even though I used to not even acknowledge it for what it was I new it was strange, it was almost like a joke to my self except I never really thought of the injuries or damage that it could cause , it was just a way of somehow controlling something that I had total control of, I now have realised that I was always expecting things in my life what ever it was to end badly ,to afraid to let my full guard down in case I lost anything, it was like I could always handle anything because I could just top my self, but now I have had some honest conversations with myself and people who I care about, so its really cool that you have chatted about this because I think its defo more common than people will admit
I really admire her honest, I have dealt with sick thoughts all my life, I never see the real me when im looking in the mirror and it has fucked my life up and it is even more shamefull for Boys to have these problems.
thanks alot for the way you are chatting so openly about having the thoughts ,I also find some sort of comfort from suicidal thoughts and even though I used to not even acknowledge it for what it was I new it was strange, it was almost like a joke to my self except I never really thought of the injuries or damage that it could cause , it was just a way of somehow controlling something that I had total control of, I now have realised that I was always expecting things in my life what ever it was to end badly ,to afraid to let my full guard down in case I lost anything, it was like I could always handle anything because I could just top my self, but now I have had some honest conversations with myself and people who I care about, so its really cool that you have chatted about this because I think its defo more common than people will admit
scratching her off my wish list.
I really admire her honest, I have dealt with sick thoughts all my life, I never see the real me when im looking in the mirror and it has fucked my life up and it is even more shamefull for Boys to have these problems.
Who else knows these are demons torturing her #prayforNikki
Nikkis great, so authentic! big heart and f ing funny