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Holy Father thank you, I can't sleep
I keep having constant nightmares
I keep praying
If I'm not suicidal and major depressed awake
My nightmare manifests all the demons and trauma that torments me throughout the day but in my sleep
The anxiety and fear is killing me
Its constant torment and I'm tired of this life
I'm tired of everything I've been through
I want to kill myself
I am tired of life
I'm so tired
I'm tired
I'm so tired
Of pushing through this life I hate
I hate my life
I hate living this life
I hate so much everything and want to die
I feel like I'm in hell
I'm tired of breathing
I'm tired of everyone
I'm tired of feeling this pain in my soul
Constantly dying over and over
Everything stabbing my soul
I feel like a bottomless pit
Never ending crawling out waiting for the light
I'm tired
I'm so tired
I keep praying
Everything attacks me and wants to drag me down to the hell I feel
Everyone betrays me
I hate everything so much but I keep going cause I refuse to be the one who takes their own life
I love myself
In the infinite of everything
I don't understand life, god, myself, people
But If there's anything I love myself
I am burning
I keep praying for change
Healing, breakthrough, love, my own home, a Christ like partner, family
I want to actually be happy and enjoy life
I'm tired of being abused
Everything is evil
I want to end it all but I can't because I don't want to fall to hell
I don't want to feel hopeless
I'm so tired
I'm so tired of the hell I'm living
And the demons that torment my mind
The memories
The betrayal
The abuse
The wickedness
Jesus please
I'm begging
Either take this out of me and bring me peace or put me soul to rest
What have I don't to be forsaken
Constantly at the grips of the devil
Every soul around me has horns
And I look at myself and I see someone I don't recognize
I'm being destroyed from the inside out
Please Holy Father
Change me
Free me from this hell
I do not want to live like this
I'm sorry for my sins
And I try to love and help everyone even if I'm hated
I just want to be healed and feel loved
I know I'm okay
That while I feel this way I'm just passing by
The flames don't touch me
And Jesus personally loves me
I thank you
I believe the hell I'm going through has a purpose
You use the good and bad
And even if I am destroyed
My soul I trust you love and want to save
I confess my sins of lust and sexual sin
I'm having unholy thoughts and desires and dreams
I'm being attack spiritually
I don't know why other than I know the defeated one hates me a lot
I have nothing but you Holy Father so I pray
Because I am at peace when I pray
In Jesus Christ Holy name
May your will be done
HALLELUJAH
Thank you
Amen
Merry Christmas everyone! Let God's blessings be with us! !!@PCr4!!
Merry Christmas everyone! Let God's blessings be with us! !!@PCr4!!