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  1. The thing that David Goggins forgot to mention. No no amount of motivational videos for watching him for doing any of that is going to change your life. It's not going to inspire you to do anything. The people are born on the surface Green grass fields a nice cliff over everything and a beautiful sun and beautiful blue sky with clouds but no one looks over the cliff and sees what it is They know that there's a cliff. The thing is you have to become a loser there's no easy way of putting it. And you will become a loser everyone does. The thing is there's going to become a time and place where you finally hit rock bottom and when that happens you feel so disgusted with yourself you hate yourself hate your life you hate everything then you start getting philosophical idea It's not me that I hate is the world hate where the people in it I'd say that I hate for the system that screwed me over. He is so sick and so vile it could take me months years before you say I had enough and for me it was a year ago I went to the good life got myself a membership and then I had a job so discount for me and a year passed that I did really well but I lost my job and at the end of the December because I wasn't going to tolerate the disrespect. I'd rather be homeless and stay tuned stay true to myself than to lie to myself and why to others poison my soul
    Because I know that my father in heaven would be disappointed in me if I lie and was dishonest. But then a month when passed and another month midway through spilled boiling hot water from a slow cooker and it was greasy onto my socks like feet and onto my hand.
    As an excruciating pain and I cleaned up the mess and all that day I was in pain and hate and you see it on the couch and you cry and angry and all those negative thoughts that I have thought I had put away rushing right back open arms
    Was not the worst of it. The next following week I'm driving my electric scooter and the rear tire pops off Midway through and I had a bum foot foot and I wanted to go to church, so I tossed the scooter away Limped home and when I got there I tried my motorcycle It wasn't going to start. I went upstairs and my bicycle tire deflated and was popped It was due to this plastic thing that shifted and snagged the valve to tighten whatever I then went to my bed and I started to cry
    And I'm thinking to myself people chopped off my foreskin, sexually assault me as abandoned as a kid placed in a handicap class 20 years, barely fed anything throughout my life and I worked so hard when once I left my home and lived independently. When I was lying on the bed and crying it's like when are you going to stop taking things from me When are you going to stop kicking me in the balls When are you going to stop and when are you going to start giving me the things that I deserve When am I going to win. My grudge against God just grew even more and more and my disdain for religion just kept on growing even further from that day before and even today. I have no respect for religion, the only one that I actually believe is Buddhism and Jesus sacrifice. That's it. Because I'm like how can you subject your creation to hell and damnation. Are you that egotistical of an individual.

    So I decided many days later I wake up in 15 minutes chores everyday. After a few days later I decided to wake up at 6:00 in the morning because of Goggins I think but it was more because I was curious. And then I started waking up 5:00. I'm going to bed at 9:00 k I stopped playing video games
    And and now after completing that I I thought when I do 3 minutes of meditation and then add 9 seconds every day.
    And then I'm like when I do some push-ups everyday sit-ups because I lost my gym membership looks at can't afford it
    And then I'm watching Goggins videos and I'm like you know what I'm going to do with God and he's doing I'm going to wake up and go for a run but I'm going to be better than God I'm going to do it safely I'm going to do it healthy so yesterday I walked around the whole entire block It was a 4 km block and today March 4th 2024 I did the same thing but I headed down the one street and I started I started to run as far as I can I got up to the edge of the fence where it ended near the gas station where I live and I stopped and just walked the rest of the of the way home and the rest of the block.
    I have cold showers every morning as well but I'm now switching that up to after I'm done my walk.
    and I want to fix up my bicycle and go for bicycle rides I want to carry a spare tube another stuff and go for bike rides go from where I live to Toronto and then back again.
    And what motivates me to do this is because as I said tired I had enough of being kicked in the balls and now I'm on a dead set path of vengeance I'm a sword being smelted iron being smelted into a iron sword I take a cold shower quench the blade that I am being forged. And this demonic blade won't pass only one purpose to destroy God to destroy everyone that has done evil towards me indirectly and directly. You voted for a government to ruin my life again you immigrants steal my jobs I could have do immigrants take up money that can be spent on the homeless and myself that needed the most immigrants cry about your home country being attacked or other stuff you don't care about this country Go back home clean up yourself I live with a ton of immigrants where I live and they disrespect my home my apartment building cigarette butts everywhere It's disgusting

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