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  1. Try living in new Brunswick, by 31 you'll be dead inside, the long winters poverty unemployment… Soul draining if you don't leave…itts like I haven't seen the sun in years I'm also fighting opioids… On methadone 40 mg… Going off but whew… Id kill to have access to money, man ayehuasca sounds so good but I just live on a couch until I'm going to put a bullet in my head… Eventually… Day in day out nothing… Sad before methadone I use to have a gf, cat, apt everything car… Was a roofer… Now I been clean two years but on methadone but so depressed just want off of it… Was in fort McMurray.. Now laid up on mom's couch… She hates me thinks I got willpower problems of only she been down the road of iv heroin and dilaudid she know but I don't wish that on anyone… But yea I'm off track… Welfare now gives me 380 a month it's not even enough to live on… I have to smoke cannabis coming off methadone at least to ease the pain… When I was young I experimented with everything and I think of I could get a mdma or Ayahuasca session in I could get off opioids once and for all and go outside again and get a life back… They threw me in jail over a domestic that wasn't my fault for a year when I was 25 after that I got into pills and stuff and I'm only 31… 2 years clean I need out of this but things only get darker when I try to get free from the methadone clinic…. Help!

  2. In my field of work, there's a huge difference between those that grew up before instant acess and those that have.
    The younger guys can't make a decision under stress , right or wrong , they just freeze. They need " to call someone " for the answer to " what should we do ? "
    Common sense is gone.

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