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  1. I want to share my experience with psychedelics. I had a bad experience I want you tell you that first and I want to warn you.
    My lsd trip went fine, it was all good while on trip, no bad emotions nothing, I even felt good after it fpr a while, but I noticed that my old ego is gone, at first I felt free, but then few "fights" happened with my family, just some hard arguing nothing serious as you might think, no psychical abuse nothing. But my dad kept criticising me every day about some of my flaws and job. He is old and while I understood him that he wants be to work better job then what I choose, I was in total anger because my old emotions toward him were gone. I noticed that I did not have same "comfortable" ego that I was used to have, you know some basoc things like first respect to those that feed you and all that "traditional" things that go hand to hand with family.
    It all went downhill fast, I made a mistake of judging others because my views on religion and god changed, I felt like I had to make a line between good and bad and to criticise the bad. It all felt reasonable, but because my old me was gone which was comfortable with old ego and had some base emotions, I suddenly changed into angry man. I wasn't tolerant anymore and I was stuck and imprisoned in hatred, lots of hatred. It sucked. I was like that for 3 years and I couldn't pull myself out of it even though I was aware of everything, it just didn't work, because I removed my old "base".
    Then I tried yoga and I felt more free. On my second lesson, I experienced some lightning like thing that went from my neck to the bottom of my spine. I felt total freedom and my awareness was so good. I was not "in my head" anymore, I felt how other aware people feel, I knew it at that point that there is something to yoga. I think that when I experienced that, some energy mush have flown inside me that washed me of all emotions.
    Do yoga instead guys and watch sadhguru. He helped me a lot to get over some things and return myself to more normal "traditional" thinking. Now I feel like I have more modern ego, but still, some damage was left and I still tend to criticise a lot. As if some evil force was dictating me how to think, it was crazy 3 years full of anger.

  2. Ancient civilizations: …the soul rises to the Milky Way where it has to answer for the way it lived
    Europeans: “what a bunch of gibberish. Let’s change it up to 1 equals 3 and everyone who doesn’t believe it must die and his soul will be in eternal damnation”

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