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  1. I didn’t meditate but being in my mind and listening to what I had going on led me to something. I believe I experienced enlightenment for a short period of time but during that time I learned truths. I was getting over suicide and I came to realize that life does have meaning. My first thought was “why take my life if the universe took billions of years to make me?” What also made me change was that I was going to leave my parents, siblings, nephew and niece alone because I wanted the pain to end but I said couldn’t cause that so that also motivated me to get over suicide. And I changed my mind about a lot of things after that. I felt happy for the first time in a while because I felt at peace. I still need work to do on myself but it’s nothing as hard as those years when I was going through depression and then it leading up to potential suicide

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