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  1. "Underestimating someone can get you killed" is very important. I am a very calm and collected person who got bullied during my childhood because I was myself (and myself is not regular), a very calm, kind, massive and strong person. There are multiple times after I grew up and met these people or people behaving the same way – who treated me the same way. I am so aggressive and internally furious that I feel like it's a miracle that I didn't react in self defense.

    I don't wish that upon anyone, obviously. But that behavior can make me feel totally worthless and like killing myself. (I'm not massively obese, but) tonight for example, a bartender at my friend's bar told me "fat molds". I'm fat and old fat molds. The same person told me "rich kids play best" when we were 15 – None of the kids knew that my father was wealthier than the entire school and we never talked about it. His dad later had to ask my father for a loan (my father said no immediately). I was fat then, but lost the weight in college and now (15 years later) gained it again when my mother died from brain cancer last year and because my father is dying from esophagus cancer now.

    I try to be nice to him now, 2023, and write "Hey, what's going on? Everything good at work" because I know his boss. He says "fat molds". I asked him if poor people don't mold but it doesn't feel enough. If I was in front of him when he said that… Because I know he did it to show someone else, I believe I would have eaten the flesh off his face. I don't think he deserves to live.

    This is sort of a warning, that if you believe you can do whatever you want even if it makes someone else feel like killing themselves – all of a sudden, there could be a giant, angry, fat and capable person who doesn't value his own life enough not to follow you home and do whatever he wants to you.

    Qui-Gon Jinn: There's always a bigger fish. I am the bigger fish.

  2. Get rid of social media and look after yourself, simple. Realise that instagram is a misrepresenting of peoples lives, and dont buy the bullshit. I have less probelms because I dont deal with other peoples bullshit.

  5. I suck at life at most things. Cant do anything right. Not everyone is meant to be successful but we can all just do what we can. Its like playing a very hard video game, if you suck at that game your ganna just keep on struggling and struggling

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