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  1. I'm not sure I can agree with any of this. I feel like if I were to KO somebody at this point, at least on the street if the guy were to deserve it, I would be psyched out of my mind.

    But yeah in a ring I think yeah actually that makes sense like you start to really get the feeling like you're just a pawn in Caesar's circus.

    Like can you imagine? It definitely sucks to be KO'ed, and then it sucks to some degree to KO a person… like what's the actual

    What's the actual deal here

  3. IV knocked out at least 30 men. I spent most of my teens in juvenile prisons and at 18 I got 3 years so fighting was something I grew up doing. All my older brothers did boxing and so did I but I never had many boxing fights only 2 and I was such a freak that as soon as I got hit hard I went full pycho and smashed them but I got into street fights from 10 up and because I never had a dad he got locked up when I was 2 he mudered a man with his bear Hands and he was Bosnian so IV ALLways had this anger problem but it only came to be when bullies would start on me because I look like I'm not a guy that had a hard childhood, and they just didn't know I had this hurt that my dad in prison never wanted to know me or my 6 siblings so I felt really hurt and angry and it set me allmost on a path to follow my dad. Knocking a men out when I was 16 they just didn't know I had this massive rage in me but look at me in the photo left I'm 50 now and so prison I got out of at 25 I did three adult prison sentences. And fighting is just something you didn't have to do but I hated being picked on by older men in prison especially because I was 18 they ALLways tried to stand over me and something inside me I can't stand for a man that picks on a inocent person and it happened to me a lot.but knocking men out is so bad after you see them on the ground asleep and they look so harmless asleep and the guilt hits me every time but before I did it I felt so much rage that they never knew that I was not the one to pick on, I have 4 older brothers and they beat me up from 6 years old I think my father going to prison hurt them more because they actually loved him and knew him but I was 2. So they hurt me a lot and this is what made me be violent. IV been in at least 100 street and prison fights. I used to fight every Friday and a lot of other days but Friday was like a fight club in the prison and because I was young I got picked to fight a lot and at first they picked me to get me smashed because I was knew and they didn't like young guys but we would have many fights on Friday we had a ring they made in the showers and it was full of about 50 guys and they couldn't make any noise because the cops would know it was happening and of the at least 30 fights in that fight club there was a ref and bets I only lost to one guy who was a lebonise man of 33 when I was 19 and he was a good fighter and beat me hard but it was a great fight it lasted for over 30 minits with breaks when we got tired then we got back to it. I had many nose bleeds and black eyes but you could be er tell a cop or you were a dead man. But after a few months we used to hide a lot from the cops because if they see yr black eyes they put U in segregation and I went there 5 times for fighting. And they tried to make me tell them who was bashing me but I was enjoying the fighting I got respect. I got called into the warden and I had busted face and he said look son if the older men are hurting you we can help you and send you to a better prison for young offenders but I said nothing and he put me in segro because he thought I'd say I'm being stood over by the men because I was 19 then but I wasn't I liked I loved fighting because once they saw me fight no one picked on me but knew guys that didn't know I could fight. In prison you have to fight no matter what and if you don't you will get hurt really bad. But seeing men on the ground asleep after a wild fight when I had so much hatred because they started on me because I looked like a wimp. I once knocked out two men when I was 17 at MacDonald's because they were drunk and I was too I was with my girlfriend and this guy said to a 15 years old girl he called he a C..t and stupid bitch because he had to wait for food and a big security guard was watching the whole thing and I said oi Fu..K head don't you talk to this young girl like thst it's not her fault and he looked at me like I was a nerd and he thought I'd freak out but I knocked him cold and his mate tried the same thing and I had two men asleep on macas floor and it was on camera and I didn't know that he had about 10 mates out in the car park and the guard saw why I did it and he said mate I wanted to do that so bad and he walked me into the behind the counter and took me out the back with my gf and he knew those guys from every Friday night and he walked us about 2 blocks and he said nothing will happen to me he actually was so cool he was a big islander guy that looked like mark hunt just huge, he even shook my hand and said thank you and I said thank you for yr help yr a cool guy. And about 3 weeks after that at the same macas another guy was trying to start on anyone that didn't look tough so he called me a fa..ot and he was in my face and I head butter him and he was knocked out really bad and again the gaurd saw it and he was a different guy but he said I had to go he wasn't as cool as the other one. But this dude was really out cold and not waking at all. IV knocked out two guys on at least 6 times. They just never saw that I look normal but I come from a bad childhood and my rage to any man that picked on me was to fight as hard and fast as possible and they dropped and when no one was around I felt bad because somtimes they would not wake I actually said to my gf I think he's dead my gf was studying medicine so she was trying to wake this one guy for 15 minutes and I was crying because I thought I killed him and I'd go to prison for manslaughter we called the ambulance and still he was out when they took him and I was waiting for detectives to come because I was on parole.that scared me so much because I never wanted to hurt a guy like thst I just hit him so hard he just wouldn't wake and I was crying over him begging god to please help him and he ended ok and he never called the police and I met him about a year later at a mall and I never forget these guys and I went up and said I'm so sorry man I was wrong to do that even though he wanted to bash me and we were sitting down and I kept apologize to him and he saw it as weakness and jacked up on me wanting to fight because he thought I was weak for being nice but I went into my rage mode and I said listen C..t I change just like that from nice guy to scary and I said don't fucking start I'll knock you again and he stopped it but it pissed me of that he started the original fight and then when I was my normal nice self he thought I was a wimp but my mood change scared him and I was allmost going to choo him just for the smart ass shit he said but my eyes made him stop. My brothers actually abused me. For over 6 years. But it's not good when you knock them out they go from a big threat to like a sleeping baby and you feel so guilty I did anyway. So at 27 I stopped fighting guys that started on me I just said look man yr obviously a lot togher than me and I don't want to be hurt and that works every time,it's like they just want to here they have me scared. But really I wanted to knock him out every time IV said no I don't want to fight yr to scary for me ,it made me feel weak but I had a gf and she was scared of my fights. So I stopped. They didn't know I spent most of 25 down in prison s and before that 4 older brothers that all did boxing used to hurt me so bad I couldn't read or write till I was in prison at 22. They really hurt me and I used to sleep under the house to hide from them so I think that's why I became so violent to men that did what my brothers did. But if anyone picked on me in front of my brother my brother would knock them out I remember my brother at 17 knocked out 3 full grown men I thought he was superman . But he bashed me when ever he was angry they all did. 3 of my brother's said sorry when I was in prison and hugged me and we cried it ment so much because I never told a soul what they put me through not once did I tell mum .the oldest brother has never said sorry for all the beatings he was the leader. I still don't talk to him now I'm 50. My other brothers cryed and apologies and hugged me. And that helped me so much. I think my oldest brother is a sociopath. I ended up beating him up when I got out of prison. I got revenge like I dreamed of as a boy but it didn't feel good at all. I felt like a he was evil. I'm so glad I stopped my behaviour because it was so self destructive and I'm so lucky I have not one assult charge I put that down to they started it and I humble them. Violence is wrong I know this very deeply. I didn't back 30 years ago.

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