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  1. I roll a small joint.. can last me 1 week. Sometimes i have a pull or two just to ride a small wave. Great for chores or the gym or for walking outdoors. I used to smoke 3.5 a day.. quit for 7 years.. could never smoke over 1/4 of a joint straight away now 🤣

  2. I started smoking in high school with my friends like everyone else. Told myself I'd never start vaping – about 5 years in now. It sounds obvious, but when I actually took a step back and realized I wasn't giving 100% to myself, family, or friends – I knew I needed to change. I created the delusion that I don't need help from anybody and that I knew better. Sometimes you're wrong lol 🤷‍♂Like Graham said, I literally had a relationship with weed and chose it over all other facets of life. I regret that now. I've lost touch with a lot of people.

    That said, it's important to note I lost my mom in July of 2020. I woke up late to work, wake n baked, went downstairs and found my mother had passed in her sleep. This was peak covid too, had to takeover the house since it was just me and her. I never realized how triggering marijuana was for my anxiety cause I always told myself it helped – I mean it helped me socialize and break out my bubble in high school. I loved it…still do. However, I know now that its holding be back and I need to clear my conscious in order to achieve what I want to give to this world. If I had to pick weed or music, it'd be music easy. Or even helping people. There's so many more things we can accomplish if we're not stoned to the bone from AM to PM. Weed definitely helped me get through this shit don't get me wrong. I hope to reintroduce it when I'm ready. I have addictions in my family so I have NEVER and I mean NEVER taken a pill for pleasure. That's something I'm proud of. ANYWAYS, anyone who has experienced trauma like that knows it's not fucking easy. You don't want help. You don't want to be here.

    That's extremely selfish though and you are the only person who can change that. You're loved, you're appreciated…you just need to open you're eyes my friend 🙂

    oh ya btw, my journey starts today. yours can too 😉 wish me luck

    much love <3

  3. It's actually crazy how everyone's experience with the green goddess is always the same. It's always only in the evenings and then it becomes every hour every second and has you in a chokehold called addiction. I'm 15 days sober and going steady. This video is old but it helped me feel not alone.

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