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  1. The biggest farce ever in mankind probably man.. I’ve been an addict since I was 15.. before that I was still smoking and drinking… I am a binger.. I will have my life together be clean and all of a sudden I go on a few day binge and sometimes it lasts longer than a few days… it’s pretty sad (bit that I want pity or whatever anything like that at all I’m just saying it really is sad that I have everything going for me and literally choose to throw it away… I’ve been on opiates since I was 15… My tolerance is inhuman I used to rail 6-8 OxyContin 80 mgs when they still made them and I’d be 17 and knock out a handful of beans 2 at a time watching a movie before bedtime not even what I would do all throughout the day but that always stood out to even me.. my friends were baffled that I was coherent and walking and in all seriousness it dead… I made hardcore junky’s look like their problem was just a blip on the radar.. everyone got used to it and nobody had to worry about me doing a ridiculous amount of pills or have to babysit me everyone knew I would be okay… I once IV’d 13 grams of fishscale when I was 21 (things had obviously gotten a lot worse I was on Heroin at this time and in 2010 when this happened I just moved home from Cali… they’re Heroin in Cali atleast in the Bay Area was terrible you literally could not smoke it for some reason I tried a lot but it was a complete waste and that got me into using needles unfortunately and then I found out you could shoot yo cocaine. I loved coke, but when I found out you can shoot it and I got that feeling it was like something I never felt before and it was t even close it was insane… I never planned on doing 13 grams of coke in a night I didn’t want to hurt myself either. I was addicted to black tar and needed to make some money to support my habit so I bought just a half oz of blow and was gonna sell it… but of course I had to do one shot.. just one to see that it was proper fish scale and I knew what I was working with…, well it was amazing my ears were ringing im sweating maybe throwing up but it all feels so good I know that sounds weird but it just is what it is… so I obviously couldn’t just do one shot it was too good… so I took a gram out for myself.. five hours later I have done 6 grams to my face and I asked my buddy not to leave me because I for the first time ever had the feeling that I was going down:.. I couldn’t breathe right I was starting to have paranoia induced by coke and thinking ppl are trying to rob me and that the police are coming in undercover cars for me and my measly half oz of blow lmao… I ended up taking the bag and dumping it into a glass wear quick Tupperware container and this is when is started getting even worse… my homie did leave me and I absolutely felt like I was going down… well eventually I was able to breathe better and I just kinda put it behind me and started going even harder… when the blow was in the container I stopped weighing out or measuring my shots… I would dump my spoon in the Tupperware turn the faucet on sever so slow run the spoon under the water and suck it into a rig and shoot it into my arm… I kept using the same spoon and had gotten all my coke wet at this point pretty much.. I knew y wasn’t going to sell a single dollar worth of this amazing stuff. I had barricaded myself and the entire house at this point convinced the cops wanted me… well about 5 am rolls around and I hear it… the police knock. I look outside I see sirens I knew I was done… I open the door with my hands up damn near and my eyes looking like lord knows what but cracked outta my skull very obviously and I open the door and guess what? The cops were not there for me.. I got my hands up lol looking like I’m guilty and it was actually fire department officers at the door and cops down a lil further down the driveway.. well I see the cops down there by my roommates car in the road… this dumbass was about to get his 4th dui and the officers said does he live here w you and I’m like yes, this man is literally laying down in the middle of the road he’s got his passenger door of his car open and he’s sleeping on the asphalt next to his open passenger door not even the drivers side lol… so i pick him up and put him in the car all the while he’s telling me how these police offers are dickheads and assholes right to their face pretty much and I’m telling him no their being cool af get in the car you almost just got ur 4th dui and ruined ur life for real this time so I pull in the driveway thank everyone and go inside w the homie hoping that he can help me with my insane paranoia and psychosis I was going thru big time,,, but he was blackout drunk and just passed out on the couch..

  2. How have I never seen this video before this story before knowing well and good who Kevin Ross is hell he’s fought many of my coaches!!!! I started training MT around the same age and for years I went the amateur route and then I had a son I raised on my own and for years now I keep saying I’m getting back in the gym but I also took up drinking daily just to shut my brain up and because I have went from so tough to so weak and I just want something that shuts my brain up! I loved sports but never get played for a team was always begged to play! I’m no Kevin Ross but it’s wild the similarities that probably so many of us all have. I need the gym to change my culture back to what it was I was a different man and yet I don’t talk about this with anyone I just hold it all inside and be mediocre instead of the great I know I can be

  4. Alcohol dependence = no chance of no physical detox symptoms. Love his story and drive. Getting really into physical activity was key in me getting sober. But detox is inevitable

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