Eternal recurrence. I'm thinking about a child that used to be in the elementary school that I work at. This child has an illness called cerebral palsy, I think he was born with it or it developed during his infancy. There's nothing the parents or the doctors could do to help him. He was barely able to walk on his own with his walking aid, had trouble holding his pen to write for an extended amount of time, and you could hear that speaking aloud or talking longer sentences was wearisome for him. In gym class I used to observe him closely while all the other kids were kind of going nuts in certain games, there were always special rules made exclusively for him. It took him quite a while, but eventually I think he was starting to realize, that he would never be as fast or as strong as the others. I think it started to wear him down, he was certainly less engaged and motivated and started observing the others a lot more. I don't know why and I know it sounds weird, but at some point I started to imagine him as a professional basketball player when he'd be a grown up. He just always looked like a '90s NBA pro to me.
Basically ur not conscious of yourself living the same life over n over
This is the conclusion of Alan Moore’s giant tome ’Jerusalem’. I highly recommend it.
Eternal recurrence.
I'm thinking about a child that used to be in the elementary school that I work at. This child has an illness called cerebral palsy, I think he was born with it or it developed during his infancy. There's nothing the parents or the doctors could do to help him. He was barely able to walk on his own with his walking aid, had trouble holding his pen to write for an extended amount of time, and you could hear that speaking aloud or talking longer sentences was wearisome for him. In gym class I used to observe him closely while all the other kids were kind of going nuts in certain games, there were always special rules made exclusively for him. It took him quite a while, but eventually I think he was starting to realize, that he would never be as fast or as strong as the others. I think it started to wear him down, he was certainly less engaged and motivated and started observing the others a lot more.
I don't know why and I know it sounds weird, but at some point I started to imagine him as a professional basketball player when he'd be a grown up. He just always looked like a '90s NBA pro to me.
Fuck eternal recurrence!
There is no "you"
What if your life sucks arse? If are just horribly murdered? You gotta relive that shi tinfinity times?