Just had ketamnine today dirt bike accident. Man.. I can't explain it but could see a sea shell with bronze all around the inside, than seemed to be like a screen freezing and glitching, than spiraI down this bronze quick sand mud/paint. knew I was dying, and within a second had this understanding that it will be okay. Didn't hear anyone say nothing but it just uploaded and knew the software/program. Just felt it was okay to go, and let go, it was real to me. Don't know if this makes sense. I didn't hear God or see God, but I knew for me At least he was right next to me it's hard to explain. When came out my wife And doctor mentioned that I stopped breathing for few seconds. But heart didnt stop, so do t know if that means anythin🤷
Ketamine, lsd and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I got diagnosed with OCD since my teenage. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
That Ketamine is ALICE IN WONDERLAND OR DR. SUESS WORLD K. We used to sell it, my boyfriend, @raves in the 90's. But yeah I go in a hole. I thought of doing this it resets depression, PTSD & maybe anxiety as it resets your Sympathetic nervous system or your FIGHT OR FLIGHT, & that sounds good for some things but idk if that's good for all I've learned idk…I'm debating it….
Things and successes and achievements won't fill the void in your soul. That's where the anger comes from. You believed that it would make a difference but when you put all your effort into something and succeeded, it doesn't have any real meaning or impact. That makes you angry at yourself for wasting your own time and angry at the world for failing to fill the void within you. Nothing will fill the God shaped hole in your heart except for a relationship with him. You might be able to suppress and ignore and bypass, but that void will never go away until you fill it with your creator.
Just had ketamnine today dirt bike accident. Man.. I can't explain it but could see a sea shell with bronze all around the inside, than seemed to be like a screen freezing and glitching, than spiraI down this bronze quick sand mud/paint. knew I was dying, and within a second had this understanding that it will be okay. Didn't hear anyone say nothing but it just uploaded and knew the software/program. Just felt it was okay to go, and let go, it was real to me. Don't know if this makes sense. I didn't hear God or see God, but I knew for me At least he was right next to me it's hard to explain.
When came out my wife And doctor mentioned that I stopped breathing for few seconds. But heart didnt stop, so do t know if that means anythin🤷
Ketamine, lsd and psilocybin containing mushroom are amazing. I got diagnosed with OCD since my teenage. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
That Ketamine is ALICE IN WONDERLAND OR DR. SUESS WORLD K. We used to sell it, my boyfriend, @raves in the 90's. But yeah I go in a hole. I thought of doing this it resets depression, PTSD & maybe anxiety as it resets your Sympathetic nervous system or your FIGHT OR FLIGHT, & that sounds good for some things but idk if that's good for all I've learned idk…I'm debating it….
Things and successes and achievements won't fill the void in your soul. That's where the anger comes from. You believed that it would make a difference but when you put all your effort into something and succeeded, it doesn't have any real meaning or impact. That makes you angry at yourself for wasting your own time and angry at the world for failing to fill the void within you. Nothing will fill the God shaped hole in your heart except for a relationship with him. You might be able to suppress and ignore and bypass, but that void will never go away until you fill it with your creator.
I think the word he was looking for was “relief” from all the pain