A Christian inspirational video to motivate Christians who feel low, depressed, anxious and have self hatred or self loathing for themselves. Christian street preacher Joe Kirby from off the Kirb ministries shares his testimony and how God helped him to overcome thoughts of fear and depression and taught him to rejoice in the goodness of God and the free gift of Salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord. A Christian motivational video to produce joy and motivation for the morning ahead and to know God loves you deeply.
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5:15 But God (the father) and probably Jesus (God the son) are in heaven, not on the earth.
1:33 I have done self harm in the past because of being rejected and the confusion those girls caused and other reasons towards the end. When I used to drink, it started one time when I was drunk. I had this sparkling water vodka beverage, same percent alcohol and tastes a little like vodka, but feels like drinking water, no burn. I thought it would be a good idea to smash the bottle and ….. so I smashed the bottle and before I knew it I was bleeding, I didn't know how I got cut. Them and their femnazi backers need to hear 4:18 except that the femnazi worship and are the spirit of the devil.
3 years later. I came across this at the right time.
Before i came to Christ i suffered with depression . I would say at first i romanticized it ( i know stupid) but then i eventually got depressed when i started to hate myself ( beacause. Of my past action ) , like i would see dark side of myself and then I distanced my self from my family for me to not hurt them . Then i started to not go to school and that when the pressure from family comes in . I also developed very aggressive behavior , and i would draw blood in my notebook or paint them ( not an actual blood but a red paint ) i eventually got so sucked in the dark pit that i developed suicidal thoughts . I broke down when my mom told me im not be going to school anymore i dont know what is her intention on saying it but she actually didnt go to my school but when she said that i broke down and started becoming aggressive ( well they think it's lazyness that i dont go to school ) i started to throw everything and i punch a glass table and with the glass i attempt to cut myself with it but i cant ( im a fraid having a cut on myself and im very thankful i have that fear ) . My cousin heard all of it and started running she found me holding a piece of glass in my hand , she throw it away and calm me down then my aunt came and told me why am i doing all of this and im just making my parents life worst . I yelled at her to stop then my cousin also told her to just stop talking for a second . She calmed me down and called my mom , she came home and hugged me .
Many years have pass i still hasnt reconciled with my parents im still distanced from them im hurt that they didnt take time to understand me but what they did is to pressure me about school . My mom pulled me in to a room and talk to me , she explaimed her side and I explained mine after that i kneeled before her while crying and saying I'm sorry . My mom hugged me and we both pray and bowed down to God . Months after that i gave my life to Christ after a very terrible sin ( i cant get out im bondage with it ) thats where the change starts i respect and honour my family now . I leave my past behind i still got depression from school works and constanly worry i also didnt expect for suicidal thought to come with it but now i ask the Lord to take it away from me and i will keep reminding myself God is a way maker . God's words actually change the way i view myself , i would say i did change and got far from who i was before
My mentality came upon fron traumatic drama as a child and carried over into the adult abuse